Go ahead. Take that, that, and even ALL of that. That's what you want, right? Gotta be the best, in control, on top... always. It's all good. Looks may be deceiving and what seems like a strong, fortified wall may be nothing more but a vulnerable, fragile facade. You need this more than I do. LLMO
Someone once told me people come into our lives for a reason and a season. Oh, the sheer irony. Dad, what would You have me do? You know my heart, fully and completely, and you know how I feel. Is this not enough? Must I press forward in a new direction or stay on this road? Here I am, standing at what feels like my breaking point. Yet You've brought me here before, Dad. I feel that I'm at my wit's end, that my heart could bear this no longer, yet You show me I'm capable of more, that there is more to me than that, that I am stronger than I believe myself to be. Will You hold my hand yet again and show me Your will? Is this the end of this chapter and the beginning of a new one, or must this chapter continue despite the struggles I encounter? So many questions, but the answers are so few. All I really know is I depend on You.
yay! i read it cuz it was short.
ReplyDeletepretty interesting stuff. was this a rhyming paragraph?
haha look what my friend wrote on her blog
"^If you read all that, you must be really bored. And Jerah, I'm gonna say it before you do so it'll save you time. "Oh I didn't read everything because it was too long." THERE I said it for you so you don't have to say it again (:"
lol idk i really didn't mean for it to rhyme haha
ReplyDeletemhmm interesting stuff :)
great prayer of surrender!
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